Your first name of Bamadhaj has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. In your personal relationships you thrive on encouragement and appreciation from others, and kindness goes a long way in bringing out your naturally cheerful disposition. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. You are easily reached through sympathy to help someone in need, and always rise to the occasion in an emergency. However, you find it difficult to reciprocate, as your expression tends to be matter-of-fact in responding to others. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
