Your first name of Bangash creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. Without support and approval from others, you find it difficult to make important decisions. You would work best in a relaxed environment at tasks involving writing, mathematical, or analytical skills that require concentration. Happiness and fulfilment are elusive under this name. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. With training you could be artistically creative as you have an appreciation for music and the arts. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. Although you are a kind person who desires association and friendship, you are really rather shy. The heart, lungs, or bronchial tubes could also be an area of potential weakness, with asthma, flu, or pleurisy ensuing. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.