Your first name of Banmali creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. With training you could be artistically creative as you have an appreciation for music and the arts. Without support and approval from others, you find it difficult to make important decisions. Although you are a kind person who desires association and friendship, you are really rather shy. The inclination to daydream needs to be curbed as it is detrimental to mental progress. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.