Your first name of Banyamin creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. There is much you would like to do, but procrastination often interferes with accomplishment. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. You can find it difficult to express your deeper thoughts and feelings verbally. Your fondness for rich foods lacking in proper nourishment compounds your problems. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. You are not robust because your inner tension saps your vitality. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. The heart, lungs, or bronchial tubes could also be an area of potential weakness, with asthma, flu, or pleurisy ensuing.
