Your first name of Bapina creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts freely, with the result that people do not find it easy to get to know you well. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. The mysteries of life intrigue you, and you enjoy reading, especially about mystery, science fiction, or possibly the occult. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. Although you are a kind person who desires association and friendship, you are really rather shy. A tendency to put on weight could be a concern. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. The heart, lungs, or bronchial tubes could also be an area of potential weakness, with asthma, flu, or pleurisy ensuing.
