Your first name of Barus has created a practical, patient, scientific nature able to concentrate on the finer details of a project or undertaking. In the out-of-doors you are able to create some degree of contentment and peace of mind. It creates strong physical desires that are rarely satisfied. Lack of proper expression results in mental and physical tension that affects your nervous system and depletes the vital forces so necessary to energize the mind and body. Alternatively, your technical interests and abilities could lead you into such fields as computer science, electronics, or the skilled trades. Your work could take you into the out-of-doors handling products of the earth. This name creates a conflict however, because, while you have great concentration when interested in a project, imperfections can disturb your equanimity and create a strong sense of discontent. You would function best in settled conditions where you are not called upon to meet and mix too closely with others, but are able to work on your own. You seldom experience the peace of mind that comes with composed thinking and emotional control. You could express your thoughts more easily in writing than in speaking.