Your first name of Bayanna has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. If told that you must do something, you tend to resist, but when your sense of co-operation is appealed to, you then respond in a positive way. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. However, you find it difficult to reciprocate, as your expression tends to be matter-of-fact in responding to others. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. You are friendly by nature, but you cannot enjoy complete ease in association because of a difficulty in expressing yourself. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.
