The name of Beatan gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean. It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals or your true appreciation for those you love. You are sensitive about your idealistic thoughts, and an unappreciative person can hurt you and cause you to become secretive about that which you value deeply. even in a crowd. Because your feelings run deep, you must guard against the ups and downs, being very inspired one minute, then moody, reserved, and depressed the next. Although self-conscious in front of people, when you put on a costume you could excel at performing arts, even to the point where you lose a sense of reality. In your quest for answers you may become drawn into religions or the occult. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature. This conflict will have a toll on your health and could show in weaknesses in your heart, lungs, and bronchial organs.
