Your first name of Bedston creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. The mysteries of life intrigue you, and you enjoy reading, especially about mystery, science fiction, or possibly the occult. Happiness and fulfilment are elusive under this name. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts freely, with the result that people do not find it easy to get to know you well. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. You are far too receptive and sensitive, even psychic, to the thoughts of others. The heart, lungs, or bronchial tubes could also be an area of potential weakness, with asthma, flu, or pleurisy ensuing. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.