Your first name of Beermathy creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. You are far too receptive and sensitive, even psychic, to the thoughts of others. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. The inclination to daydream needs to be curbed as it is detrimental to mental progress. A lack of positivity and confidence is a source of difficulty in making decisions in business dealings. With training you could be artistically creative as you have an appreciation for music and the arts. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body.