Your name of Beilinren gives you a strong urge for independence. You will not tolerate dominance by others because your freedom means too much to you. As a result, others withdraw from you as they find you to be somewhat severe, aloof, and uncommunicative. You find your own solutions and innovations to get a job done, without relying on encouragement or assistance from others. Under circumstances when others are expressive, you feel inferior because of your inability to communicate your deeper thoughts and feelings. Although you realize perfectly well what is expected of you, you are unable to find the right words, and hence you end up saying something inappropriate in a candid way. Your friendships and personal associations are rather restricted, being limited to those of a similar nature who can understand and accept your rather straightforward yet reserved manner. You have known misunderstandings and a tendency to jealousy and moods of depression. You work best where you can combine physical labour and prefer to work where you can spend time outdoors. You find satisfaction in being outdoors or in getting out into nature, or in dealing with the products of the earth.
