The name of Beki gives you a very inquisitive, restless, seeking nature. When in an overwrought state, you are subject to premonitions and uncontrolled thoughts that may lead to impulsive acts that you may later regret. Although you have a versatile, clever, analytical mind, unfortunately you cannot direct your interest toward an undertaking for long, as you do not have the patience and practicality for systematic hard work and attention to detail. You feel impelled by intense desires that you cannot comprehend or satisfy. Because of your high strung, temperamental nature, you find you must wage a continual fight with yourself to control your lower nature. You desire to be your own boss, yet you find it difficult to stabilize your life and to settle down and be accumulative. You can be very cynical and caustic, and you subject those around you to outbursts of temper and moods of self-pity. You desire to be your own boss, yet you find it difficult to stabilize your life and settle down and be accumulative. It has been your experience that once you lose control to indulgent habits, for example, smoking, drinking, or emotional outbursts, it is very difficult to retain control. You could be affected in the health through a sensitive solar plexus and nervous system.
