Your first name of Benavidez creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. Happiness and fulfilment are elusive under this name. Your fondness for rich foods lacking in proper nourishment compounds your problems. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. You appear calm to others, but at times you suffer inwardly with nervous tension. The mysteries of life intrigue you, and you enjoy reading, especially about mystery, science fiction, or possibly the occult. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. The heart, lungs, or bronchial tubes could also be an area of potential weakness, with asthma, flu, or pleurisy ensuing.