Your first name of Benjen has given you a quick, analytical mind. Also, you must guard against using indulgence as an escape. You are creative, versatile, and imaginative. You expect as much from others in return but find, either through misunderstanding or lack of principle in others, you are often let down, leaving you feeling bitter and betrayed. At the best of times, you are not naturally disposed to be companionable and sociable, as diplomacy and finding the right words for the situation do not come easily to you. Any criticism from others causes you to retaliate cuttingly in self-defense. Moods of depression often result as well as outbursts of temper, caustic remarks, or a belligerent attitude towards everyone, especially those closest to you. This name creates a desire to be a leader, to pioneer new undertakings, and to try new ideas in practical, creative endeavours that provide an outlet for your versatility and imagination. Routine, monotony, and the responsibility of looking after details can have a similar effect on you, as you are a person who desires change, travel, and new experiences. The effect of the nervous tension can appear in childhood as stuttering.