As Benjiada you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. Unfortunately, it also causes a restriction in your expression. This name makes you reserved, sensitive, and craving love and understanding. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. Contrary to your intent, you appear uncooperative, uncaring, and self-centred. Your secretive nature can make others feel insecure and undervalued, and lead to turmoil in close friendships. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. Frustration in creating the understanding you sincerely desire could result in tension, unhappiness, and outbursts of temper that could adversely affect your health. Eyes, ears, or throat problems, sinus congestion, or headaches could result. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.
