The name of Benudeep makes you very idealistic, sensitive, and inspirational. If you centre your whole world on that one person, not allowing freedom of thought or action, you could spoil happiness for yourself and that person. In reality, the emotional urges of this name are difficult to control. When you care for someone, you can become suspicious, jealous, and possessive. Then there are extreme lows when you think the world is against you, and you become temperamental, hard to get along with, and inclined to express harsh words that you later regret. You are generous and people are drawn to you because of your friendly and sympathetic nature. Your feelings are so strong that you are inclined to build your life around certain individuals and become wrapped up in personal love rather than seeking into the deeper truths of life; thus you could suffer losses in your affections and shattered ideals. There are extreme highs in your nature when you are inspired, optimistic, kind, understanding, generous, and charming. You lack system and order in your life and will often leave your own duties if someone calls upon you for assistance. Tension in your body could affect your whole nervous system causing you to be high strung and to suffer with fits, strokes, apoplexy, or nervous disorders.
