Your first name of Besko creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. The mysteries of life intrigue you, and you enjoy reading, especially about mystery, science fiction, or possibly the occult. The inclination to daydream needs to be curbed as it is detrimental to mental progress. You appear calm to others, but at times you suffer inwardly with nervous tension. You realize there must be much more to life than what is on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body.