Your first name of Bethmage creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. There is much you would like to do, but procrastination often interferes with accomplishment. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. You would work best in a relaxed environment at tasks involving writing, mathematical, or analytical skills that require concentration. You can find it difficult to express your deeper thoughts and feelings verbally. You could be subject to glandular disturbances, poor circulation, kidney or urinary tract disorders, and, later in life, prostate problems. You realize there must be much more to life than what is on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. Your fondness for rich foods lacking in proper nourishment compounds your problems. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.
