Your first name of Blendea creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. You realize there must be much more to life than what is on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. With training you could be artistically creative as you have an appreciation for music and the arts. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. The inclination to daydream needs to be curbed as it is detrimental to mental progress. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body.
