The name of Bocktai gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Your feelings run deep and you crave love and affection but, because you seldom share your thoughts, others find it difficult to understand your needs, even if they wish to make you happy. It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals or your true appreciation for those you love. You could excel in mathematics or science or other fields that require extreme focus and concentration, or you could be drawn to working with the products of the earth. You are deeply moved by the beauties of life, especially nature. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. You find pleasure in literature, in poetry, and in your ideals and will turn to them when you feel you have been misunderstood. even in a crowd. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension.
