Your first name of Boedhi creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. There is much you would like to do, but procrastination often interferes with accomplishment. Happiness and fulfilment are elusive under this name. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. You appear calm to others, but at times you suffer inwardly with nervous tension. You can find it difficult to express your deeper thoughts and feelings verbally. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.
