The name of Boelhouwer gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Drama, music, and art appeal to your inspirational nature and may provide a creative outlet. even in a crowd. Feeling inadequate in creating closeness and harmony in close relationships, you could become insecure, jealous, withdrawn, and repressed, and could suffer loneliness. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. Although self-conscious in front of people, when you put on a costume you could excel at performing arts, even to the point where you lose a sense of reality. Your feelings run deep and you crave love and affection but, because you seldom share your thoughts, others find it difficult to understand your needs, even if they wish to make you happy. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature.
