Your first name of Bolshei creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. You could be subject to glandular disturbances, poor circulation, kidney or urinary tract disorders, and, later in life, prostate problems. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. You appear calm to others, but at times you suffer inwardly with nervous tension. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. Happiness and fulfilment are elusive under this name. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action. The heart, lungs, or bronchial tubes could also be an area of potential weakness, with asthma, flu, or pleurisy ensuing.
