The name of Bonaiuto gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. Although self-conscious in front of people, when you put on a costume you could excel at performing arts, even to the point where you lose a sense of reality. Feeling inadequate in creating closeness and harmony in close relationships, you could become insecure, jealous, withdrawn, and repressed, and could suffer loneliness. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. Personal experiences of an intuitive nature have given you an awareness of the invisible forces of nature causing you to theorize about life and its mysteries. It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals or your true appreciation for those you love. You are deeply moved by the beauties of life, especially nature. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension.
