Your first name of Bontine creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. There is much you would like to do, but procrastination often interferes with accomplishment. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. The inclination to daydream needs to be curbed as it is detrimental to mental progress. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. You are easily offended, and can suffer with moods of depression. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. You are not robust because your inner tension saps your vitality. The heart, lungs, or bronchial tubes could also be an area of potential weakness, with asthma, flu, or pleurisy ensuing. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.
