As Bosman you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. Restricted expression can bottle up your feelings, making you inflexible and stubborn with a tendency to force your ideas on others. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. Contrary to your intent, you appear uncooperative, uncaring, and self-centred. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. Your tendency to be honest and to the point in your opinions can lead to hurt feelings, misunderstandings, and possible resentments. The average person would never realize the true depth of your nature. Affected areas could include your heart, lungs, or bronchial organs, or centre in your head. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.