The name of Bottyan gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. You desire refinement and are easily offended by coarse humour or bad manners. Because you tend to place great importance on little gestures and nuances, both in your own expression and in others' communication with you, it is easy for you to misconstrue another's intent and take too personally what is not meant to hurt. Your reactions to people vary according to how you feel. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. You are sensitive about your idealistic thoughts, and an unappreciative person can hurt you and cause you to become secretive about that which you value deeply. Whatever you choose, you invariably prefer to work on your own. You find pleasure in literature, in poetry, and in your ideals and will turn to them when you feel you have been misunderstood. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature.
