Your first name of Botwine creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. You are not robust because your inner tension saps your vitality. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. You can find it difficult to express your deeper thoughts and feelings verbally. There is much you would like to do, but procrastination often interferes with accomplishment. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body.
