The name of Bowshenraj has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. Also, you could develop an extraordinary ability to concentrate on complex theoretical subject matter such as mathematics, although your success in such endeavours would be limited by a lack of patience and perseverance, and by difficulty in sustaining systematic effort over the long term. Family, friends, and business associates often find you to be uncommunicative and secretive. Given the training and opportunity, you could excel in music, art, drama, or writing. Otherwise, the humdrum tedium of a daily work routine and competitive pressures would result in frustration and inner turmoil. An element of variety and spontaneity is essential to maintain your interest and enthusiasm. There would be a risk that uncontrolled, morbid thoughts could undermine your mental stability, causing extreme worry and irrational behaviour. Emotional urges could disrupt your personal relationships. You have suffered many disappointments and misunderstandings because of your inability to express your inner thoughts. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire.
