Your first name of Brillian has given you a quick, analytical mind. Moods of depression can result during which you become caustic and belligerent in your attitude toward everyone, especially to those in closest association with you. Your self-sufficient and self-reliant nature gave you the urge to leave home early in life to be free from parental restraint, and to establish your independence and freedom from tradition. You expect as much from others in return but find, either through misunderstanding or lack of principle in others, you are often let down, leaving you feeling bitter and betrayed. However, independence, positivity and the urge for action and progress are such strong forces in your nature that you find it difficult to control them. Once you have given your word and undertaken a commitment, you are completely steadfast in following through in spite of any regret or frustration you may later experience in doing so. This name creates a desire to be a leader, to pioneer new undertakings, and to try new ideas in practical, creative endeavours that provide an outlet for your versatility and imagination. Other fields always look greener, with the result that you experience a great deal of dissatisfaction with your present circumstances. The effect of the nervous tension can appear in childhood as stuttering. Routine, monotony, and the responsibility of looking after details can have a similar effect on you, as you are a person who desires change, travel, and new experiences.