The name of Bshoban gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Personal experiences of an intuitive nature have given you an awareness of the invisible forces of nature causing you to theorize about life and its mysteries. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. In your quest for answers you may become drawn into religions or the occult. You desire refinement and are easily offended by coarse humour or bad manners. There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean. You are sensitive about your idealistic thoughts, and an unappreciative person can hurt you and cause you to become secretive about that which you value deeply. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. This conflict will have a toll on your health and could show in weaknesses in your heart, lungs, and bronchial organs. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent.
