As Byondlee you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. Unfortunately, it also causes a restriction in your expression. This name makes you reserved, sensitive, and craving love and understanding. Conflict between your deep inner nature and your blunt outer nature does not make it easy for others to draw close to you, especially when you become withdrawn and moody. Difficulty in expression results in your being too positive, blunt, and candid in speech. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. The average person would never realize the true depth of your nature. Eyes, ears, or throat problems, sinus congestion, or headaches could result. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.