Your first name of Bzbug has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. In your personal relationships you thrive on encouragement and appreciation from others, and kindness goes a long way in bringing out your naturally cheerful disposition. However, you find it difficult to reciprocate, as your expression tends to be matter-of-fact in responding to others. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. You are easily reached through sympathy to help someone in need, and always rise to the occasion in an emergency. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. An overheated bloodstream that throws off poisons through skin conditions such as boils, acne, or eczema could result.
