Your first name of Collus has given you an idealistic nature with a desire to help others. However, this name makes it awkward for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings with finesse and diplomacy to the extent that your candid, sometimes blunt, manner of speaking creates misunderstandings with others. Your initiative often causes you to be the first to act when you see a need. Since you are impressionable and receptive, you feel the misfortunes of others very keenly. Yet, you are sensitive and very easily hurt and offended. The inadequacy you feel in communicating your thoughts and feelings often creates a stubbornness and frustration and then, when provoked, your bottled-up emotions could explode through temper and physical aggression. You dislike monotony and system and enjoy being creative in an inventive way whether it be in interior decorating, music, art, crafts, or other endeavours that require versatility and skill. Although you are not comfortable being the centre of attention, your dry sense of humour often deflects attention from your self-consciousness. Your feelings are strong and you tend to react intensely to situations. The intensity you experience from misunderstandings and setbacks could cause problems in health relative to your high strung nervous system.