The name of Costica gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. In your quest for answers you may become drawn into religions or the occult. There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean. It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals or your true appreciation for those you love. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. Personal experiences of an intuitive nature have given you an awareness of the invisible forces of nature causing you to theorize about life and its mysteries. Although self-conscious in front of people, when you put on a costume you could excel at performing arts, even to the point where you lose a sense of reality. Whatever you choose, you invariably prefer to work on your own. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension.
