Your first name of Darazdast has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. However, you find it difficult to reciprocate, as your expression tends to be matter-of-fact in responding to others. You are friendly by nature, but you cannot enjoy complete ease in association because of a difficulty in expressing yourself. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. If told that you must do something, you tend to resist, but when your sense of co-operation is appealed to, you then respond in a positive way. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.
