As Decarian you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. Difficulty in expression results in your being too positive, blunt, and candid in speech. You have an awareness of your difficulty in establishing harmony in relationships and in showing affection and appreciation for those you value. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. Your secretive nature can make others feel insecure and undervalued, and lead to turmoil in close friendships. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. You prefer to work free from outside authority or supervision and are happiest on your own where you can put your ingenious ideas into practical use without interference from others. Eyes, ears, or throat problems, sinus congestion, or headaches could result. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.
