Your first name of Dejorian has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. If told that you must do something, you tend to resist, but when your sense of co-operation is appealed to, you then respond in a positive way. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. Family and home life are important as long as a routine does not become monotonous. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. Giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
