As Dwinanto you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. Conflict between your deep inner nature and your blunt outer nature does not make it easy for others to draw close to you, especially when you become withdrawn and moody. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. Your tendency to be honest and to the point in your opinions can lead to hurt feelings, misunderstandings, and possible resentments. Although you are easily offended by others, you do not show it. Frustration in creating the understanding you sincerely desire could result in tension, unhappiness, and outbursts of temper that could adversely affect your health. Unfortunately, it also causes a restriction in your expression. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness. Affected areas could include your heart, lungs, or bronchial organs, or centre in your head.
