As Emajay you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. Conflict between your deep inner nature and your blunt outer nature does not make it easy for others to draw close to you, especially when you become withdrawn and moody. You prefer to work free from outside authority or supervision and are happiest on your own where you can put your ingenious ideas into practical use without interference from others. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. This name makes you reserved, sensitive, and craving love and understanding. Although you are easily offended by others, you do not show it. The average person would never realize the true depth of your nature. Contrary to your intent, you appear uncooperative, uncaring, and self-centred. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness. Eyes, ears, or throat problems, sinus congestion, or headaches could result.