Your first name of Erubiel has created the desire to focus on the details of your immediate interests to the extent that others consider you to be fussy. Instead of establishing the system and order you would like, you are over-particular in some things that matter to you personally but lax and indulgent in other ways. You are technical and detailed to a point and yet lack concentration, scattering your efforts if a task becomes too monotonous. Thus, at times, you are motivated more by urges than by sound logic and reason. You desire system and order but can be too particular in some things that matter to you personally, and then again lax and indulgent in other ways. This name brings you one loss after another with the resultant disillusionment. You scatter your efforts when things becomes too monotonous. Strong undisciplined emotions and desires could deprive you of what means the most to you. You could suffer through nervous breakdowns or high blood pressure and its allied problems. In health, intensity of feelings could affect your nervous system and, in times of stress, disrupt proper coordination and control of your physical body.
