Your first name of Esai creates a quick, clever mind capable of grasping and assimilating new ideas. You crave friendship, understanding, love, and affection but your reserved manner appears forbidding to others. Although you are very knowledgeable and intelligent, you often find spontaneous verbal expression difficult. This characteristic could make you rather unpopular with your associates. A quick learner, you may be resented by those whose mental processes are slower, and be misjudged as a "know it all. You work best on your own in fields such as with the products of the earth, real estate, or computer sciences, as long as you have the freedom to make your own decisions. From an early age you have desired a home, family, and related responsibilities, and although you are not demonstrative in your affections you have a strong sense of love and protection for those in your care. Craving understanding, love, and affection but disinclined to verbalize your emotions, you may appear cold and aloof to those who would offer kindness. Your sensitivity and lack of verbal expression frustrate and limit the satisfaction in life to be gained from your responsible and capable nature. Moods, which are your worst enemy, result.
