As Eugeniusz you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. Unfortunately, it also causes a restriction in your expression. This name makes you reserved, sensitive, and craving love and understanding. Conflict between your deep inner nature and your blunt outer nature does not make it easy for others to draw close to you, especially when you become withdrawn and moody. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. You prefer to work free from outside authority or supervision and are happiest on your own where you can put your ingenious ideas into practical use without interference from others. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts.
