Your first name of Farooq has created the desire to focus on the details of your immediate interests to the extent that others consider you to be fussy. This name brings you one loss after another with the resultant disillusionment. Uncontrolled moods could be a serious problem. Thus, at times, you are motivated more by urges than by sound logic and reason. You scatter your efforts when things becomes too monotonous. You are technical and detailed to a point and yet lack concentration, scattering your efforts if a task becomes too monotonous. You place great importance on whatever you happen to be interested in, and can be quite thorough and detailed in what you are doing, but find it difficult to be consistent. Instead of establishing the system and order you would like, you are over-particular in some things that matter to you personally but lax and indulgent in other ways. You could suffer through nervous breakdowns or high blood pressure and its allied problems. You have intense urges and feelings for which you can find no expression.
