The name of Fendrianto has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. When circumstances require the expression of sympathy or appreciation, you prefer to respond in writing. In your personal relationships, self-consciousness and a fear of your deeper thoughts and feelings being misunderstood or belittled inhibit spontaneous verbal expression. If you do not cultivate the positive, constructive expression of your inner feelings through creative activity, you could become lost in fantasy and idle dreaming. You sense and feel much that you do not understand, and sometimes you are alarmed at your thoughts and wonder about their origin. When the mood suits you, you can be engaging and entertaining in a social situation, but you can swing unpredictably at the slightest offence, real or imagined, into a chilling silence that rebuffs others. Emotional urges could disrupt your personal relationships. While you prefer to avoid crowds and interaction with the public, you could be drawn to sales and promotion where you handle an exclusive product line or where you deal with the products of the earth as in forestry, mining, or real estate. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire. Depletion of your energy through emotional excess would create a craving for rich, quick-energy foods that can affect the skin through rashes or eczema, and aggravate any liver problems.
