Your first name of Gayendra is a dual influence: at times you can be extremely happy, expressive, full of fun, and good-natured; yet at other times you find congenial association impossible, being controlled by self-pity, moods, and depression. This name incorporates inspirational qualities, making you desire outlets in forms of art, drama, music, and vocal expression. You have a sensitive nature, tuning into the thoughts of others and feeling much more than you can interpret and understand. You could have experiences of a psychic nature where you see images and hear sounds that are beyond the physical. These contrasting qualities make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You enjoy debating ideas and you strive always to have the last word. You have a romantic nature and love deeply, however, a suspicion could lead you to feel jealous and possessive and, unless you check yourself it could create problems in relationships. You are happiest when pursuing a creative outlet, free from system and detail or any form of monotony or drudgery. Your appetite for quick energy foods could result in high blood pressure, skin rashes, and liver problems. Physical weaknesses could show in heart problems, or congestion in your respiratory system.