Your first name of Gogulanath creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. You appear calm to others, but at times you suffer inwardly with nervous tension. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. Happiness and fulfilment are elusive under this name. With training you could be artistically creative as you have an appreciation for music and the arts. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. You are far too receptive and sensitive, even psychic, to the thoughts of others. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.