Your first name of Gotthard is a dual influence: at times you can be extremely happy, expressive, full of fun, and good-natured; yet at other times you find congenial association impossible, being controlled by self-pity, moods, and depression. These contrasting qualities make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. It also creates a dual nature: you can be a pleasure to be around, happy, charming, thoughtful, giving, expressive, and full of fun; yet at other times, you are withdrawn and reserved, temperamental, and controlled by self pity, moods, and depression. This unpredictable quality makes it a challenge for others to understand you; you find it hard to understand yourself. You are happiest when pursuing a creative outlet, free from system and detail or any form of monotony or drudgery. Uncontrolled thoughts and emotional upheavals could disturb your peace of mind and upset your finely-tuned nervous system, adversely affecting your health. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed over any real or imagined slight. You have a sensitive nature, tuning into the thoughts of others and feeling much more than you can interpret and understand. Physical weaknesses could show in heart problems, or congestion in your respiratory system. You find it difficult to be patient, practical, and systematic, preferring to act impulsively as the spirit moves you.