As Haadesh you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. Contrary to your intent, you appear uncooperative, uncaring, and self-centred. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. Conflict between your deep inner nature and your blunt outer nature does not make it easy for others to draw close to you, especially when you become withdrawn and moody. Frustration in creating the understanding you sincerely desire could result in tension, unhappiness, and outbursts of temper that could adversely affect your health. The average person would never realize the true depth of your nature. Unfortunately, it also causes a restriction in your expression. Affected areas could include your heart, lungs, or bronchial organs, or centre in your head. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts.
