Your first name of Haddiya creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. Happiness and fulfilment are elusive under this name. Your fondness for rich foods lacking in proper nourishment compounds your problems. The inclination to daydream needs to be curbed as it is detrimental to mental progress. You are far too receptive and sensitive, even psychic, to the thoughts of others. You appear calm to others, but at times you suffer inwardly with nervous tension. While your name brings you some fine qualities, these are overshadowed by the effect it has on your physical body. The heart, lungs, or bronchial tubes could also be an area of potential weakness, with asthma, flu, or pleurisy ensuing. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.